Its been 4 days since i saw my peer mentor who suggested i get my own space set up in my sewing room for my own toaster oven and hot plate, but i haven’t told my dad yet. When i saw the progress he’s got going in the garage, makes me want to wait until he’s at a good break point. He has been meaning to work on the garage for years, so now that he is, i don’t want to drag him away from that. My plan for this month was to clean the sewing room completely until i have room for the promised projects, then i added that plan. But i haven’t touched it this month at all and next month was going to be focused on working on a friends skirt. So i can’t say i’ve been lazy, but i have a terrible problem with motivation.
I find i have a lot of great ideas but i always start and never finish. That’s my dads “genes” won’t say my last name, but that’s the problem with our family. I started making miniature kitchen utensils but i never got to baking them. I tried started practicing guitar but realized my bust is too stinking big to hold it up where it needs to be. I also was in a phase of jewelry making, but that was also short lived.
Now with this Youtube channel plan, i know if i want to succeed in entertaining and helping people, ill need to be some what consistent. I am subscribed to a women who posts about every 6 months to a year. But i want her to post more, especially since she lives at home and doesn’t work. I know my problems AT THE MOMENT are not enough money for good quality videos, and not knowing a good editing app. I have lots of ideas, but i can’t make them if i can’t upload. And i know its pretty pointless to record and store 10 videos without editing and posting them. Not enough memory and that will be hours of editing, i’ve watched enough videos to know how long it takes to edit a video. Depending what its about- game isn’t as hard as makeup tutorial or haul.
I think i’ve mentioned before that i want to have a wide variety of videos, ranging from video games, to mental health, to makeup, DIY nails, miniature creations, sewing, jewelry. MAYBE vlogs, if i did that it would be vacations such as Disneyland. Rides, shops, not including my family. I think it be best to leave them out, so it be less worry some if people saw them. Ive seen videos of people riding at Disneyland and i want to do that. Because since i haven’t been there since 2011, maybe 2014, but there’s a sticky note pad on the fridge from them that says 2011. So i love watching videos to satisfy my want.
Ironically, when we went there the last time it was because i was watching a lot of those videos and i nervously and hopefully asked my dad if we could go because the videos “made me miss Disneyland and i was just wondering if we could go “soon”” so my dad checked with his dad and he gave us the money to go. At the time, i didn’t know how much it cost, but i was a little guilty and embarrassed knowing that it came from his pocket.